That damn AEDES (mosquito).

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Anyone who had been following these Posts would know that I Really don’t like those Damn Buzzing little insects.


I had written another article about the Mosquito some time ago,

Honestly – I cannot remember my Idea back then and Know, Suspect

If you cannot, it’ll not be an issue at reading what I’m sharing here.


Now then,

I’ve read some of what had been shared on the Net and I’ve got a few Questions about all of this AND

My very own Conclusions on what I’m thinking of here.

YES – there’s no way of knowing if at all, Any of my Thoughts could ever be correct!


Okay, if you’re still here you’re Probably interested in some of my thoughts;

So, here’s a really Cool thought;

As I read the Internet Pages’ information,

I read that the Scientist said that All Mosquitoes make that Buzzing sound which we Hear when they’re Hunting us, Flying in really close to our Ear…


Here’s the Thing about this,

When I’ve been home during the day, not working, at the Apartment and saw Mosquitoes throughout the Apartment, fly-off when I can close to them.

There wasn’t any additional Noise and I could clearly see them flying close enough

OR they flew past my Ear – at this time during the DAY I didn’t hear Any of the Insects make their Normal Regular = Irritating sound…


VERY TRUE I also must admit, the Mosquitoes are small and I must say, it’s not to say you’ll always hear them at that.

AS WELL, during the Night when we are in bed, with all the silence, relaxing and trying to rest,

The sound of their Wings would almost be Amplified.


Here I have another Idea actually,

As I had mentioned in the Previous Post, Mosquitoes do Zoom in on use because of Carbon Dioxide – the breath you Exhale.

The Further you’re away from Sleep and you hear the Buzz – I suspect your Subconscious almost is forced not to sleep.

We HATE when we get bitten and itches – so I suspect this is possibly One of Nature’s ways of keeping us going so the Mosquito can Zoom in on us to bite us.


The Buzzing sound helps them to find a Mate,

If they can Buzz at the same Frequency,

Which both the Male and the Female change when they fly close to each other.

They can hear each other at a distance of at least 45 Meters,

Making sure they can mate.


Another reason why I suspect the Mosquito Buzz,

Our Skin sweat, not that much when You’re relaxed, just enough for the Mosquito to use with Your breath in pinpointing the Person the Female need to hunt down.


The reason why the Buzzing seems so strange – they fly in a Zigzag paten, trying to find the Person they’d pick the breath from.

Then with the little bit More Sweat they pinpoint you much better,

Lastly, when they find you, they start to search for the Blood they’re looking for.


Using Heat and the Sweat they now have Receptors in their Long Mouths,

This helps them to locate the Blood and find the perfect spot for biting you.


My theory, as I mentioned above –

None of this would be that much Easier for the Mosquitoes to do,

If you were Relaxed and already Asleep.


So, the Buzzing sound is the Weapon which they use in keeping us out of Sleep,

Just long enough for them to move in and have a little drink from us,

Before we Relax too much and their window Closes…


I myself had heard more than One of them in my ears,

At the time I also had drifted deeper into sleep and with this,

The next Morning I didn’t have So many Bites than what I suspected there should have been…

AND again, not sure this idea of Relaxing really play into this Issue so much.



The various Deterrents within we Use with the various Insects,

Especially those damn Mosquitoes,

They use Chemicals which disrupt the various Sensors of Mosquitoes.

Yet – the one I’m using does not Kill them that fast and strangely,

I doubt there’s a Mosquito nest either, still where do they come from So regularly and why it is with the Poison or Deterrent I’m using – they don’t stay away completely.


One thing we much understand very clearly,

As Determined as we are at days,

Doing what we do – making our plans and seeing how to get to where we need to go to,

NATURE is as Determined and the Instincts of any Creature is as Intense as our own would be.


One on One with Nature, Very Few of us would be the Winner;

Especially when we’re WITHOUT anything we’ve designed over the Years to help ourselves with…


The Frustration in the DESIGN.


I’ve worked on my Own Cars in the Years gone by,

But I must admit that since I’ve started working at the Second Hand Dealership,

I’ve worked on far more cars and tried to maintain them over the past few years.


One thing I’ve come to realize and I’ve told more than one person I’ve worked with on them, as well as most of the Mechanics I know;

When the cars are being Designed, they look all that well and most of Everything fit together better than expected – most of the time.


This isn’t always the Case,

Especially when you get to Fixing a Problem on any Car in Existence.


The Problem comes when you’ve got to Work on the Cars, you find out very Fast,

The Space you need to do the Reparation isn’t always there.

At this moment you find you’ve got to take apart far More of the Vehicle than you want,

Knowing very well that there isn’t all the Time in the World for You, Me or the Mechanic to do just this.


They get paid by Hourly Rate,

Most people get paid like this and Obviously,

The More you are worth, the More you get paid by the Hour.


If and when Anyone works on your car,

With the Design being as Terrible as I’ve seen some Car had been Designed,

It’ll take Anyone longer to Finish the work and so,

It will cost Anyone more for their Vehicle to be Fixed.


Believing, Suspecting or Thinking that the Mechanic is ripping you off,

That could cause anyone to Leave their Mechanic and find someone else who would do the Work for you.


The Bottom-line is this,

I suspect I had mentioned this before,

But the Designers had to Physically work on the Car they Designed,

They’d see just how good or TERRIBLE their idea is at the End of the Day…


The Longer anyone has to take to get to the Problem,

The more the Total Cost increases and the Longer it takes for the Vehicle before it’s on the Road again…

Money… Money… Money…


So here’s a Shocking surprise I encountered the other day,

Looking in on a Part on one of the Vehicles which we Sold,

And this man I was referred to, showed me something I just had to take a Picture of…

When I stopped by his Place,

Working from his Home I suspect,

There was far more work Space that I would have Imagined.


I inquired about a Price and got the same Price from the Agents,

Yet – every time I looked at the Vehicle,

I saw that the Engine and all it Consisted of,

The Engine lay the Engine Compartment Full – to the Extent,

This man Told me that they had to work on the Turbo of the Vehicle.


Now, I can only Imagine myself that the Man had worked on these Vehicles for long enough, knowing and having Seen it’s possible…


What Am I talking about,

That’s easy,

You’ll see in the PICTURE, where they’d Split the Body and the Chessy from each other,

Being told this is the Only way he knows how to get to the Position where the Turbo is placed.


This let me wonder,

If it was easier to Access the Part of this Vehicle in such a Way,

Why wouldn’t all the Vehicles be Designed like this?


Obviously, this isn’t the Case,

Yet – if you look at the Picture,

Looking at it right now,

I still cannot believe what I saw there.


If I didn’t work with Cars in this regard,

I would never have seen this Particular Vehicle being take apart like this.


Having only seen once before,

The Busses here in South Africa,

And these would possibly be Only Specific ones,

Where the Driver, driving with the Suspension only,

Sitting in the Driver’s Chair with a Racing Helmet on,

Before the rest of the Bus is put in position.


This would also look very strange to most people,

YET – with the power of the Engine with only a Chessy taking the Weight,

In this way, with Half the Bus there – it’s really Fast and that’s one of the Reasons why the Driver needs the Helmet.


The last thought,

The Smaller or the less room there is,

The More the Designers want to Add to the Modern-Day cars…

Which End-up being a Bigger Problem at the End of the Day…


If it wasn’t for them,

How many of us would either not Work or how much Business World-Wide would never have happened…

Enjoy your wheels!

The STRANGENESS in the Sale.


I’ve been running this Post in my Mind for over Two weeks,

That’s saying a lot, not sure why it was that I couldn’t get to writing it,

Then, the various pieces fell into place along the way.


The IRONY here is this,

No matter how much we want our Ideas, Thoughts or Plans to work out,

Sometimes we just need to step back and allow Time to run its course.


So, here it is,

Some time ago I walked into one of the Few Second-Hand shops,

Selling Others’ Second-Hand goods, they either Pawn for Money or straight out, Sell.


This is Nothing New,

I’m working in Second Hand Car sales.

So, shopping at such stores isn’t any Kind of a Stretch…


YET – here’s the Rub, which I Encountered.

I was SO Lucky to find the TV Series – Which I didn’t expect at all,

I’ve been Watching more Series, a Season at a time, more than Movies I must admit.


On this Particular day, I found something which I didn’t even THINK of looking for,

YES – as my Oldest Sister and her Kids know,

There’s ONE Particular Series I’d seen a Random Episode of,

Such a LONG-LONG time ago,

No Idea of the Show’s Name – so it’s Slightly Driving my Mad…


A Sheriff (male) in a Smallish town in the US,

Working with a Doctor or Scientist (female),

Having to Protect the Town from some Strange things,

Mostly Scientific, but then I cannot remember – ONLY remember there were talks of a “Wormhole” which apparently would Exit or such, close to the Town itself…

The idea behind this, I’ve got NO idea what it is and I’ve been steadily looking at Various Television Series ever since.



The Other day I found another Series –

As it comes to show, after Buying at GOOD Price the first Three Season of Five (cheaply),

I’d missed out on a Great Many Programs which it was Running on the Telly many years ago…



The day After I’d bought the Various Seasons,

I went back and Asked this Question;

If the Season of Episodes are all part of the same Season,

Yet there are TWO boxes, why do I have to pay Double for the Season,

When there’s Right next to it, another Season with the same Six Disk in it

BUT, seeing there are TWO boxes with Three Disk inside,

Being it now having TWO boxes – I have to pay double for it…


I could see that the Person behind the Counter didn’t like me asking this Question and I was told that seeing there are Two boxes for one Season,

They sell the Box itself Separately – even though they Are part of the Same season…


When I blatantly told this man that They’re ONLY doing this for the Profit,

After I’d heard they Only making such a Small Profit,

I said that they ONLY do this to Adjust their Margins…

“No Comment…”

Which means that I got it right on the Money.

Funny that is.


YES, yes I know,

Most of these Places sell the Products they do sell at possibly Half of what you’d find them in the Shops.

If and when You find a good Price, it could also be a good Bargain.

IF they’re willing to Exchange the Item if there are Issues with them,

That’ll be nice – Yet this doesn’t always Happen.


In the time I was thinking of the Post, I remembered something else.

The other day I had to buy a part for one of the Cars I have to Maintain,

Here as well – from one of our Major Dealerships, I heard that the Cap to the Water-bottle I had bought,

You need to use the Old water-cap with the New bottle you’re buying.


These two Items are like a Hand in Glove idea,

They cannot work Separate.

Without the Cap on the Bottle,

The Water will NEVER stay in circulation in the Car’s Cooling system…

Yet, when You buy ONE of them – the Bottle is More Expensive,

Then the Cap comes separately!


This I saw when buying a Thermostat Housing,

The Actual Thermostat isn’t included either.

I must Point out that sometimes it is a Unit and there’s a Thermostat in the Unit,

The POINT here is, there are Various places things which Work together,

They are Sold separately!


They do say that Money makes the World go round,

Yes and no.

For those of Us who use Money,

That is very true.


But if Money isn’t such an Issue for you,

Then it’s possibly only a means to an end.

Very Few People can say that,

But I must say – there are some in this Position.


It’s just Funny for me,

You do buy whatever is may be,

Something for the House, Your Car, Your Phone, Your Computer

AND only after that do you suddenly find out that there are Other things not Included,

This all in an Effort at Squeezing out as much Profit form this Sales situation…


It ONLY works because ALL of us enjoy a Sale,

Getting something for Free at times,

But most of the time – Who do not want to make a Profit,

Especially when said Monies comes back to you?


Our Money race, very Few of Us ever get on Top of,


All the Best to you all!

The NETWORKING in the Farming.


As Everyone may well Know by now,

Running and Working as Constantly as we do, in Today’s Day in Age,

Getting around to do those Little things we Love, that doesn’t Happen too Often!


So when there were Plans made to Visit the Farm again,

I was ALL Up for it!

Not having been there in such a Long-Long time.


As we all know,

99% of the time, when Dogs sleep they dream and so,

I’d almost say that not only a Personality but they could Easily have a Soul themselves.


There had been more than Enough Theories and Speculation about most of the Other Animals around us, how they behave and what they do.

The reason why the Believe about Dogs is so Strong,

More people observe Dogs and possibly Cats than most of any other Animal on the Planet.


Yet, this day we spent at the Farm,

We saw the Cows there for the First time –

As I mentioned, not being there in such a LONG-LONG time,

We saw the heard when we arrived at the Farm.

I had to jump out and open up space for the big SUV to get to the Farm House…


While we said our Hallo’s and unpacked we chatted and caught up with what had happened over the past few weeks, months and Years.


We saw the Big Brahman Meat Cows and got a good Earful for what they’d been up to.

As my Aunt mentioned to Us,

The older Bull had grown too Old and wasn’t able to tend to the Heard.


Thus, when they had to Replace the Bull,

They got a Younger Bull and introduced him to the Heard.


For the time being, that didn’t go over so well,

As anyone who seen these Cows, they’d know the animals have got Horns,

Yes – even the Females got them.


At the First sight of the Heard,

The Little Bull – back then,

Was intimidated by the Larger Females and wanted to take Charge of the Heard.


This led them to argue and Fight amongst themselves,

So much so that my Uncle and Aunt knew they had to do something,

Having lost one of the Cows because they’d been Fighting,

They had to make a Plan before all the Cows kill Each other,

Seeing each one now wanted to be in Charge of the Heard…


Just then, before they thought of Really intervening;

To their great Surprise,

They saw that the Little Bull had the Cows standing in a Corner of their Penn.


The Bull got irritated with the Cows who were Constantly Fighting,

All of them trying to take Control and so, harming each other in the process.


The Bull kept them from Sleeping most of the Night,

Forcing the Cows to stand in the Corner for as long as it was Needed,

Making sure that each of them knew that He was in control of the Heard and

Creating peace between all of them on the Farm.


Since then,

The Bull had grown and become a Stud between the Cows,

Helping the Heard to grow and keeping control of them as well.


This isn’t just Instinct based actions,

But I cannot for sure say that any of them have got a Soul either.


Later on, my Aunt told us about when she was working alone with the Cows,

She struggled to move one of the Claves,

It wanted to take a Shortcut, getting to their Penn and got confused.


One of the Older Cows, one which had Kicked my Aunt,

Stopped, seeing that she’d run up and down trying to Move the Calf,

Yet – it didn’t work out so great.


This Older Cow walked toward the Calve,

Making my Aunt really worry – having Two of them to struggle with now,

All her energy draining and the Disbelieve that she wouldn’t get them out of there now.

Luckily to her Great surprise, the very same Cow which kicked her;

Possibly feeling sorry for her actions,

Actually took the Calf and moved it where it needed to go…

As my Aunt mentioned to us – when she’s out with the Animals, the Cow always follows her and help where she can.


No matter who says what, there’s just so much we cannot Explain,

How even wild Animals behave or when they grow-up with People around them,

Behaving far more different than when they didn’t have that Human interaction.


The soul and the personality in this case,

Making strange and different choices, which we can see;

That may very well Say and or Show,

Something Unique or Different from the rest,

How and what I cannot say or explain…


Rather see these Small Miracles and Differences as something Unique,

Than looking over this with Scrutiny,

Rather see the Wonder in what we cannot Explain to being with,

Knowing there’s Still things out in the World we cannot Truly Understand.

Very interesting to say the least…

The EUPHORIA of the Disbelieve…


It happened for the First time EVER, Yep – You’ll have a need a read on Further.

Between the YEARS 2017 to 2018 while we had a Nice Spit-Braai for the Coming New Year,

I was asked a Curious Question,

Why had I revealed a Subject from One of my Posts.


With my Mind mostly Running at Miles an Hour,

Places I only Later would arrive at,

I was Totally Shocked and in Wonder as to what I actually did.


It turns out that there was Nothing I did,

Yet when possibly Anyone reads some of my Work,

Seeing themselves in the Idea, Thought or Written Words,

I cannot help for their Insight into the same Situation.


This wasn’t Actually this kind of Effect

AND Still, I didn’t mention any Names within the Specific post.

It’s NEVER Nice to lay anything Bear to those Around you – If at all,

You’re not at all willing and able to Look at Yourself in the same way,

Especially when I’d point out things about myself which have Bearing on the Post itself.


Within this Idea,

I handed the Post to an Independent Third Party after I’d assured myself,

Reading the Post again; that I didn’t Make the Mistake at Shaming anyone with my Lack of Resistance in Naming the Subject.

So far so good.


Then something Really Interesting happened,

AND this is Actually very Ironic as well,

My very Last Post of the Year was read aloud…


I suspect like Most Artists,

Singers, Songwriters, Authors, Actors and every Other Medium out there;

There’s a Curtain Euphoria they may feel when People in General either See, Read, Hear or Such what they’d Created.


I had a Double Dose of this,

Hearing the Skeptical Thoughts about My ideas, thoughts, and comment on my Own Posts.

This with the Insight to this Post as well.


Hearing my Thoughts coming from another’s Words,

Hearing the Understand from them as they see some of what I’d shared

AND being present when the Realization of the Idea hit home,

It’s ALMOST like a Drug you cannot get Enough of.


Luckily for me in this Regard,

I ABSOLUTELY write for Myself first and foremost,

Making this Feeling that almost Tingling Feeling you get from Driving too Fast through an Even dropping dip and popping out on the Other side.


It could just be the Pressure on your body which moves in Such a way,

That it Actually feels Magical when you’re Young and this Happens to you,

The Feeling and Insight, the Wonder and the Believe that in Life the Magical can be as Real as our days are right now.


I do not crave Anyone to tell me If at all I’m any Good in my Passion,

I just DON’T want to waste my time at being Terrible at it,

Able to use my Time better than Wasting it.


I do have to Admit that I’d never had Thought and Believed the Feeling I did Experience while I sat there,

Enjoying this Sensation at what I had Created and at some Corners of the World at large,

I’m as well Giving Something Back from all which I’d Received.


The feeling was so Natural,

Not having Searched it out,

I would say it was a very True Feeling,

Something which Everyone should Enjoy at least Once for the Correct Reasons.


I suspect it’s just another Step in Reaching where I’m Aiming at

AND while I have Enjoyed the Sensation of Hearing my Words, Thoughts, and Ideas aloud like this – I also know that the Long Lasting Effect should be what and if Anyone can Themselves take something even More away from what I try to share.


I cannot Refuse the Idea that One day when I may be Recognized from more of My works, the Feeling accompanying that Might not be even More Intense;

That would be a Straight out Lie!


Within all of this,

I cannot say that many People Across the Globe would Enjoy this specific Feeling,

That withstanding – It’s not to say that Anyone cannot Feel this either,

Like Miracles, if and when You don’t accept them Possible –

Then there’s no way that You’d not See that reaction in Your Loved Ones’ Eyes,

The Joy in Your Children’s Laughter,

The Happiness in Your Friends Body Language, seeing you for the First time in a While.


Accept the Smallish Miracles,

Those Great Feelings and those Many-Many People who are part of them,

Live Your lives, Do not hold out for that GREAT one single Feeling,

It might Not Arrive
AND the Many Smaller ones Combine over time,

Making an Extra-Ordinary Life if you can Only See if for Yourself.


Make Your Days Count!

In the Name of ME.


I’ve seen this quite a few times, to say the least, strangely as I might find it,

I myself to some Extent have had a Weird runaround with this.


O K A Y, what I’m talking about?

I’ve seen over the Years some Women enjoy their Own Beauty,

Which is 100% brilliant for them.


The One idea here I’d like to mention would be One aspect of their Monthly or longer stints of that;

Their Routine where various women enjoy Fluffing up their Nails.


As I mentioned,

There’s absolutely Nothing wrong with ANYONE looking their Best and Enjoying what You can do in making Yourself feel even better than Normal.

Doing up your Hair, Dressing in what you Love to Wear, Working out to keep your body… So Nails is just One area I share in some weird way!


I ABSOLUTELY Hate Shaving and even more so, HATE Growing my Beard.

To say the least, I’ve only ONCE let it go – Suspecting it was when I got Retrenched, not entirely sure of this – being such a long time ago,

BUT, what I can Remember Very well; the Longer my Beard grew, the more my Skin React to the growing hairs and I literarily have a Problem with something like Dandruff or something like that when my Facial Skin becomes either Irritated OR I lose too much moisture because of the Hairs growing continuously on my Face.


Mentioning this, I just want Everyone to know that what Most Women do,

Not everyone else can get to Or enjoy doing,

Thus – coming back to my Original Idea,

I’ve seen many of the Women – enjoying their Redesigned Nails and how Happy this makes them feel, the ONE thing I’ve seen with most of them – when their Artificial nails are too long;

It makes working with their Fingers a bit of an Issue.


Now, coming back to Myself on this,

I like my Nails SHORT enough not to Actually Cut into my Skin,

When I wash my Hands and do it Too intensely…


I have also for some Strange reason found that,

If and when I sometimes Don’t get to the Keyboard enough,

Maybe not even that – Only One of my Fingernails becomes Irritated.

That is even After I had cut my Nails before and the Finger’s Nail in Question is already Short,

Still, it gets Irritated as if I’ve not Cut it.


This led me to Wonder some days just how Frustrating it Could or Might be,

Either when the Women, wearing Artificial Nails either get their Own Problem with them

OR hurting that much, When the Nail breaks and cause such a Great amount of Pain when it’s ripped off with some kind of Accident.


I cannot Remember which Movie it was,

But the ONE older Lady told the Younger one,

“There’s a Price you’ve got to pay for Beauty…”


I can clearly believe this one,

I can clearly Understand how Irritating the Women’s Nails could end up being,

Seeing that even though I shouldn’t have an Issue with my Own Clean cut Nail,

On One of my fingers – there are just Those days that I can forget,

It will bug me Throughout the day!


Everyone Enjoy what they do, how it makes them feel,

I’ve seen the women Adjusting what they do and how they do it,

For the Issue, they may experience – there are Mostly answers to what they endure and know possibly what they need to do in getting past this feeling or issue with their Nails.


I cannot for the Life of me Understand why it’s Continuously only One finger on my Hands which the Nail Irritates me like this,

Even if I, Very Carefully Cut the Nail even further,

I sometimes I feel the Pain when I cut if Too far

OR the Irritation when this Irritating Feel will not Subside…


Most Women I suspect, may not have this kind of Irritation at times,

But I can Imagine myself when there’s something that’s Bothering the Fairer Ones,

I’ve NOT yet figured out why it is that This One Finger Nail is irritating me at times…


When Women Enjoy their Beauty Regiment and something goes array,

They know why that may be and they can take Appropriate actions because of this…


Myself, why this is happening, One finger alone,

That’s possibly another Part of My Strange, Weird, Different Eccentricities –

Not a Dull Moment Ever…


If and When You Feel Good about yourself and what You enjoy doing for Yourself,

When “THEY” have an Issue with that,

As long as you deal with any Irritations along the way,

Don’t MIND what anyone else Say or Think –


Do what makes you feel Beautiful!


If only I can now Figure out why this Damn nail Irritate me so much at times…?

The GIRLS from a Life Past.


THIS, remind me of the two Films –

The Ghosts of Christmas (Charles Dickens)


Ghosts of Girlfriends Past (Matthew McConaughey)

Had me in some kind of a Similar position.


Ironically at that,

There are Two women by now that I’ve seen if you can say that,

At an interval far too close, making me believe this isn’t such a Coincidence,

For me NOT to wonder about this.


Listening on the Radio sometime before this started,

The Presenter asked about someone they’d known OR anyone the listeners knew,

Having not seen them in such a long time.


As curious as I was at this,

I did a Search on Google,

And very Surprised I saw the Results and the Research,

This first woman was Ironically on some Part of Social Media.


The reason I was somewhat shocked,

In the years before, possibly between 8 and 10 so far,

I never suspected Her to care much for opening any such Accounts,

Remembering this is what she told me, as a matter of Fact.


As we Most of the times do,

We get rid of Everything of that Person when we break the Connection

AND this was what I had done as well – this, while we weren’t even Serious in the least.

Still, the basic Idea was the same.


Then, when I ran the Search,

I saw the result and saw a Picture of her of at least Two Years before;

Closer to what she’s looking like now.


This I would say is Mostly also why there are Reunions,

People, in General, want to SEE and or Know what’s more or less been happening with those they’d like to keep tabs on.

For me, seeing this Image and concluding what information I was able to gather from the Two Profiles I had seen – I could make a few conclusions about her.

NOT in the Least bit sure At all how Closer or VERY Far from the truth…


So here comes Yet another Shocking Insight,

No matter HOW much we Hope, Believe and or Think;

That we’re so Brilliant – ONLY when you walk that Mile in Their shoes,

Would you and do you Know what it’s like to be them!


After all of this, there’s NO way that I can Ever believe my Conclusions are Correct no matter how many times in the Past I had been correct with them.

The ONLY thing that I’m 100% sure – her Expression in the Picture was a Sad one,

And this is something I thought would be possible.


Something I dreaded and HOPED would never happen,

But, what we Want for Others doesn’t always happen to them.

A Sad truth of life.


Even if we’re NOT personally involved with Someone We shared some time with,

You still do not Want anything Terrible for them or See that Life did not turn out that Well for them – Seeing that if this was what Happened to them, something You suspected could be,

There’s a Very Good Chance that you’d be in the Same boat with them,

If you’d stuck around…


Now I suspect that Life did Knock her around far more than I wanted.

Yet – You leave when you don’t have any Other Choice AND suspect You could have been Correct seeing them after all of this time had passed by.


Now for the Second of the Ladies,

Seeing her Mother more Often than I want to,

KNOWING this Lady smokes like a Chimney…

Myself Absolutely HATE Cigarette Smoke…


Thus, when I Least expected it,

I saw the Second Woman walking toward me, at the Apartment,

Walking to the Main Large garbage-bin,

Walking down the stairs behind her a bit later,

Either She had picked-up her Mother’s bad Habit of smoking

OR Her mother smokes so Constantly that no one would Survive there!


There’s no Answer to this Conclusion,

Except for the reaction from her,

Not in the least saying I’d have Dated her OR she might have been interested in me,

But the Lack of Communication from her side,

Leaves me to believe that some Ships sail for a Reason.


You, ME, All of Us at some Point Grasp onto the Idea of keeping that Person in our Lives when there’s Possibly NO factual Reason that this would Work out correctly.

Yet – as the saying goes;

If you let them go and they come back to you,

They were Yours to being with…


Just remember to Leave them Be when they Never come back to you.


We as a People don’t like to Lose,

BUT – take this Little Conclusion into account,

If they’re Never supposed to be Yours and You keep on Pushing,

How many Other Chances will then Slip through your Fingers,

Before You could Really find the One who is Really supposed to be Yours?


No matter what the Smart people say,

Letting go of Anyone at any Point in time for Whatever reason that may be,

I suspect it’s NOT in our Human Genetic Code to let Anyone go which You’d connected Deeply with.

Even worse than that – Accepting Life as it comes while we’re getting Over that person,

Living as You do or Have to,

Never such an Easy feat to pull off.


The Silver Lining here,

If you’re Willing and Open,

There will Always be a Chance at another Relationship,

ONE which is Yours to have and One which could Chance your life forever…

Just be Mindful of the Chance which could Present itself.



The Girl in the Pic isn’t one of the Two I wrote about, it Just Looked Nice.