It happened for the First time EVER, Yep – You’ll have a need a read on Further.
Between the YEARS 2017 to 2018 while we had a Nice Spit-Braai for the Coming New Year,
I was asked a Curious Question,
Why had I revealed a Subject from One of my Posts.
With my Mind mostly Running at Miles an Hour,
Places I only Later would arrive at,
I was Totally Shocked and in Wonder as to what I actually did.
It turns out that there was Nothing I did,
Yet when possibly Anyone reads some of my Work,
Seeing themselves in the Idea, Thought or Written Words,
I cannot help for their Insight into the same Situation.
This wasn’t Actually this kind of Effect
AND Still, I didn’t mention any Names within the Specific post.
It’s NEVER Nice to lay anything Bear to those Around you – If at all,
You’re not at all willing and able to Look at Yourself in the same way,
Especially when I’d point out things about myself which have Bearing on the Post itself.
Within this Idea,
I handed the Post to an Independent Third Party after I’d assured myself,
Reading the Post again; that I didn’t Make the Mistake at Shaming anyone with my Lack of Resistance in Naming the Subject.
So far so good.
Then something Really Interesting happened,
AND this is Actually very Ironic as well,
My very Last Post of the Year was read aloud…
I suspect like Most Artists,
Singers, Songwriters, Authors, Actors and every Other Medium out there;
There’s a Curtain Euphoria they may feel when People in General either See, Read, Hear or Such what they’d Created.
I had a Double Dose of this,
Hearing the Skeptical Thoughts about My ideas, thoughts, and comment on my Own Posts.
This with the Insight to this Post as well.
Hearing my Thoughts coming from another’s Words,
Hearing the Understand from them as they see some of what I’d shared
AND being present when the Realization of the Idea hit home,
It’s ALMOST like a Drug you cannot get Enough of.
Luckily for me in this Regard,
I ABSOLUTELY write for Myself first and foremost,
Making this Feeling that almost Tingling Feeling you get from Driving too Fast through an Even dropping dip and popping out on the Other side.
It could just be the Pressure on your body which moves in Such a way,
That it Actually feels Magical when you’re Young and this Happens to you,
The Feeling and Insight, the Wonder and the Believe that in Life the Magical can be as Real as our days are right now.
I do not crave Anyone to tell me If at all I’m any Good in my Passion,
I just DON’T want to waste my time at being Terrible at it,
Able to use my Time better than Wasting it.
I do have to Admit that I’d never had Thought and Believed the Feeling I did Experience while I sat there,
Enjoying this Sensation at what I had Created and at some Corners of the World at large,
I’m as well Giving Something Back from all which I’d Received.
The feeling was so Natural,
Not having Searched it out,
I would say it was a very True Feeling,
Something which Everyone should Enjoy at least Once for the Correct Reasons.
I suspect it’s just another Step in Reaching where I’m Aiming at
AND while I have Enjoyed the Sensation of Hearing my Words, Thoughts, and Ideas aloud like this – I also know that the Long Lasting Effect should be what and if Anyone can Themselves take something even More away from what I try to share.
I cannot Refuse the Idea that One day when I may be Recognized from more of My works, the Feeling accompanying that Might not be even More Intense;
That would be a Straight out Lie!
Within all of this,
I cannot say that many People Across the Globe would Enjoy this specific Feeling,
That withstanding – It’s not to say that Anyone cannot Feel this either,
Like Miracles, if and when You don’t accept them Possible –
Then there’s no way that You’d not See that reaction in Your Loved Ones’ Eyes,
The Joy in Your Children’s Laughter,
The Happiness in Your Friends Body Language, seeing you for the First time in a While.
Accept the Smallish Miracles,
Those Great Feelings and those Many-Many People who are part of them,
Live Your lives, Do not hold out for that GREAT one single Feeling,
It might Not Arrive
AND the Many Smaller ones Combine over time,
Making an Extra-Ordinary Life if you can Only See if for Yourself.
Make Your Days Count!