The EUPHORIA of the Disbelieve…


It happened for the First time EVER, Yep – You’ll have a need a read on Further.

Between the YEARS 2017 to 2018 while we had a Nice Spit-Braai for the Coming New Year,

I was asked a Curious Question,

Why had I revealed a Subject from One of my Posts.


With my Mind mostly Running at Miles an Hour,

Places I only Later would arrive at,

I was Totally Shocked and in Wonder as to what I actually did.


It turns out that there was Nothing I did,

Yet when possibly Anyone reads some of my Work,

Seeing themselves in the Idea, Thought or Written Words,

I cannot help for their Insight into the same Situation.


This wasn’t Actually this kind of Effect

AND Still, I didn’t mention any Names within the Specific post.

It’s NEVER Nice to lay anything Bear to those Around you – If at all,

You’re not at all willing and able to Look at Yourself in the same way,

Especially when I’d point out things about myself which have Bearing on the Post itself.


Within this Idea,

I handed the Post to an Independent Third Party after I’d assured myself,

Reading the Post again; that I didn’t Make the Mistake at Shaming anyone with my Lack of Resistance in Naming the Subject.

So far so good.


Then something Really Interesting happened,

AND this is Actually very Ironic as well,

My very Last Post of the Year was read aloud…


I suspect like Most Artists,

Singers, Songwriters, Authors, Actors and every Other Medium out there;

There’s a Curtain Euphoria they may feel when People in General either See, Read, Hear or Such what they’d Created.


I had a Double Dose of this,

Hearing the Skeptical Thoughts about My ideas, thoughts, and comment on my Own Posts.

This with the Insight to this Post as well.


Hearing my Thoughts coming from another’s Words,

Hearing the Understand from them as they see some of what I’d shared

AND being present when the Realization of the Idea hit home,

It’s ALMOST like a Drug you cannot get Enough of.


Luckily for me in this Regard,

I ABSOLUTELY write for Myself first and foremost,

Making this Feeling that almost Tingling Feeling you get from Driving too Fast through an Even dropping dip and popping out on the Other side.


It could just be the Pressure on your body which moves in Such a way,

That it Actually feels Magical when you’re Young and this Happens to you,

The Feeling and Insight, the Wonder and the Believe that in Life the Magical can be as Real as our days are right now.


I do not crave Anyone to tell me If at all I’m any Good in my Passion,

I just DON’T want to waste my time at being Terrible at it,

Able to use my Time better than Wasting it.


I do have to Admit that I’d never had Thought and Believed the Feeling I did Experience while I sat there,

Enjoying this Sensation at what I had Created and at some Corners of the World at large,

I’m as well Giving Something Back from all which I’d Received.


The feeling was so Natural,

Not having Searched it out,

I would say it was a very True Feeling,

Something which Everyone should Enjoy at least Once for the Correct Reasons.


I suspect it’s just another Step in Reaching where I’m Aiming at

AND while I have Enjoyed the Sensation of Hearing my Words, Thoughts, and Ideas aloud like this – I also know that the Long Lasting Effect should be what and if Anyone can Themselves take something even More away from what I try to share.


I cannot Refuse the Idea that One day when I may be Recognized from more of My works, the Feeling accompanying that Might not be even More Intense;

That would be a Straight out Lie!


Within all of this,

I cannot say that many People Across the Globe would Enjoy this specific Feeling,

That withstanding – It’s not to say that Anyone cannot Feel this either,

Like Miracles, if and when You don’t accept them Possible –

Then there’s no way that You’d not See that reaction in Your Loved Ones’ Eyes,

The Joy in Your Children’s Laughter,

The Happiness in Your Friends Body Language, seeing you for the First time in a While.


Accept the Smallish Miracles,

Those Great Feelings and those Many-Many People who are part of them,

Live Your lives, Do not hold out for that GREAT one single Feeling,

It might Not Arrive
AND the Many Smaller ones Combine over time,

Making an Extra-Ordinary Life if you can Only See if for Yourself.


Make Your Days Count!




The weekend over Father’s DAY – this Year, I had Lunch at my Sister’s place,

Between the Sisters, she’s the Youngest – yet she’s older than I am…

Between the Six siblings, we were Three there on the day.


It was a nice Lunch out and quit Relaxing, having a good time while I was there,

The food itself was Really nice and I enjoyed the company as well.


The Oldest Sister’s Kids arrived there after Lunch and we continued Chatting for some time.

Within this time I heard my Oldest Sister saying that she had to Change the Radio Station’s Channel in the Mornings when she Drove to work.

Talking about the change the Station or rather the Presenters initiated themselves, seeing they’d been working in their Spots on the Radio Station, for such a long time.


I was pretty Amazed that my Oldest Sister didn’t like the New Presenter,

The Very Host of the Morning Show which had Changed…


When I got home the Thought still stayed with me and I came to Realize that this has happened to almost ALL of us at some point,

Not that Someone you know didn’t see Eye to Eye,

But their Personal Preference differed from yours…


I do not care in the least bit what the Next person Likes or for that matter Dislike,

But the Issue comes when We, They or Any Others,

Like to change your Point of View or what You’d like to suit Other people’s Idea of what they believe You should like…


This is in fact what makes Life of Interesting,

Not ALL people are the Same and if that was the Case,

Life would have been REALLY Boring at the end of the day!


Over time You’re Enriched by your Experiences and if you Give that options a Chance to Test it,

OR if you Immediately see that you Dislike what the Option is,

That’s well Within Your Right to Exercise Your Personal Preference on whichever Topic You’re dealing with or facing.


I also must Admit that I don’t think that the New Presenter is that Terrible,

BUT – as well, I’ve listened to this Woman on the Radio for a while,

Knowing her Eccentricities by now as well.


I can compare this to Us watching a Brand New Movie or a TV Series,

If you’re NOT use to it and it Doesn’t Resonate with you,

It’s going to be Really hard for Us to jump into it.


LIFE it all about Trying New things,

AND when you’ve given it Your time,

No matter How much you do – at the End of the Day we ALL

Know what your Personal Preference would be…


As Long As everyone else accepts what you Like or Not,

Then things should be Pretty Okay…


Cadbury          vs.        Beacon Chocolate


Coke                vs.        Pepsi


Google            vs.        Bing


Apple              vs.        Microsoft


Apple              vs.        Samsung


Audi                vs.        VW


iZombie           vs.        The Walking Dead


There are so many, Yet I’m not going to mention all of them,

The ONLY fact we need to Understand here,

Like you’ve got Your Own Preferences,

Those around you do as well.


The Best we can do, Respect the Choices of those which are Different from Ours,

As they would in turn,

Respect Your Choices when they Differ from THEM…


All the Best with your Different Choices!

Sacrifice – WHY indeed?


Who has Never been in the Position,

Wanting your Plans to work out and THEN only seeing that Possibility of something falling into place and Things able to work out…

THE Only thing You need be doing – You’ve got to Sacrifice something.

Ask Yourself this Question, How many People do you know who would Gladly do this,

Taking that Chance for their Plans to come to Fruition?


I’ve read a few things and on this one Website by a Screenplay Writer / Novelist, I found one of her posts –

Jeanne Veillette BOWERMAN,

Talking about the Idea of our – Fear of Success…


I’d read her post and the one before this one about our

Fear Of Success – which was,

10 Tips to Prepare for Opportunities When They Knock…


HENSE, you may ask how do these Two ideas come back to Sacrifice and Thus,

The Idea is this,

Mentioned in her Post on Fear of Success,

Is the idea that If you need to Change, reaching that Success,

You’ll have to Change…


The Question begs to be Asked as well,

Sacrifice your current Comfortable situation,

Sacrifice something in your Nice Life,

Change what You’re currently Use to –

Reaching what, Gaining what, Ending up Where exactly?


Most people may NOT be Scared of Success,

But we’re ALL Scared of Failure


That’s also something Very Debilitating holding us back from Reaching for that Brilliant Change or the Opportunity of a Lifetime!


You may not have the Experience,




OR the Expertise – there could be So much more…


If you have the Guts to Follow the Passion which Burns in Your Heart,

That Passion will Shine through no matter what you do.

The People in the Know, Looking for Whomever it may be at the Moment You’re there to do Your thing – They may see what You cannot Imagine them to pick up on!


There’s Another Issue at hand here,

Not only that Fear of the Unknown and Making a Complete Ass of yourself,


Worse than that –

If You’ve become so Happy with Your Mundane situation

SO Happy that Neither You nor anyone else for that matter,

REQUIRE something MORE from You,

Then it’s a good place to stay – in that Comfort Zone and Enjoy what You’re Use too!


Interestingly Enough,

I’d spoken to my Oldest Sister,

Not sure if the Passion I’d felt while I’d Written various of my Fictional Works,

Would that Feeling and Idea and Heartfelt for the Character and Story shine through?


She told me that when she get SO caught up in any Story,

When it Interests her so Much,

When she cannot Put down whatever she’s Reading –

then at that Point, the Writer did their JOB (this is mentioning my situation).


When You reach this Plato I suspect,

You’d be lucky to Receive that Contract or Possible that Job or even that Raise You were Aiming at.


The OTHER thing here mentioned,

That Lovely thing,

Your Comfort Zone!


I’m Waiting to find out if I’m one of the Lucky 40

Writers, Producers, Directors or Such landing a Chance

at getting the Chance to do Something Brilliant!


Not ONLY this,

But I had to Change my general Idea and

JUMP out, doing something totally Different!


I had to come up with an; As Original Idea As Possible,

When that was Done,

I had to Write the Synopsis well enough to draw Attention

AND, from there had to Write a Comedy Piece,

Not in English as I’d Written in English Exclusively for a LONG-long time!


ONLY when you try will you Know if things can work out,

THUS – The Sacrifice in Reaching where I want to be,

That’s an Ongoing Plan which has Various Aspects in it,

AND I’ll be Damned if I don’t even Try!


AND Yes,

There’s no way in this World that it doesn’t Scare the Life out of me,

Seeing this Leap of Faith may be Much BIGGER than I’d expect it to be,


Not doing it,

Not taking the Chance,

Not throwing my Name in there…

What would I Say at the end of the Day,

When I allow this Possible Opportunity to Slip through my Fingers…?


What would be Worse,

In another Year I’d wonder why I didn’t do it?

How many Years would have to go by, before You seriously ask yourself,

What was the Worse that could happen?


Sacrifice Your Calm,



Comfort Zone for the

ADVENTURE of a Lifetime?


They don’t say,

A Leap of Faith for nothing –

Only After You Leap would you WORK your Rear off to Make it Work for You!

Too ACTIVE for Our Own GOOD!


This last week I’ve been running at Work so hard,

My Mind had not really Settled when I got home and

There’s just so much time which Passes before We do it all over again!


I’ve been so Busy with what I had to do,

I’ve not even THOUGHT about something to put up on this Post…

That’s saying FAR too much actually!


Then I once more Heard this song and I’d understand just how Important this is,

Even though we may be Really Busy during the day or the week;

It is an ABSOLUTE need for us to Try and switch off after you Finished work!


I Believe that this isn’t as Easy as I may write here


That we do try to reach that Point of Relaxation,

Seeing there’s Far Too much happening around us!


You’ve got a Life at Home beyond Your work and

When you’ve got a Partner, Wife, Husband AND Kids,

All of them need some of Your Time and Attention…


We cannot Make the Mistake in Deprive them from that,


One thing I’ve come to Realize the Past week,

IF you can Create Yourself a Rhythm when You arrive home


You do explain this to those around you,

THIS can help you Relax and You can help them Out Far more Effectively than what You’d have done if you didn’t Relax.


A Warm Bath


Having that nice Glass of Wine


I’d love my Cup of Coffee


Then I do Truly Enjoy Listening to that Song

Music in general which put you in the Phase to Relax…


My Latest Singer / Songwriter I’ve found


Picked up from the TV Series – Suits,

Sharon Van Etten…

AND the Song I cannot get Enough of,

LISTENED to it while I was Getting this Post done…

“People Ain’t No Good”

The Suits TV Series Song,

“Pay My Debts”


The FACT of the Matter is,

I watch a Great Deal of TV Series,

THOSE which I really Enjoy I can Start from Season ONE

If I do have them and ENJOY watching them again.


IF not then I do Watch many a Movie,

As well as NEED the Sounds of Soul in my Ears when I do write…

WHY I’m telling you this,

YOU Cannot Relax and Find Yourself before the Next workday,

If You don’t know HOW to truly Relax Yourself and KNOW

What would work for you…


I’ve Mentioned this before,

But with the Week being SO Hectic for me,

Relaxation is Far more Important that Any of Us can easily believe.


Whatever you Need to do,

When You’re in a Better Spot,

Then those around you Who would NEED that as well,

You can Cope better at Helping them out as well…


Take the time to Help Yourself and then,

Take the time in Helping Them as well.

That UNYIELDING Support…


I Recently heard from a VERY POSITIVE person,

Having Seen and Heard, how Others Perceive this Person as being Upbeat and Positive,

Which is a Really Cool and Refreshing Idea and Thought…


So this Lead me to Wonder,

If and when that Person needs a Pick-Me-Up,

Where exactly do We Usually go to get that Kind of Positive Injection?


Then Yet another question hit me as well,

Wherever They did get that Injection or Recharge of Positivity;

How does this Person or Place or Situation get Themselves, Itself or Whichever it may be –

Charged so Positively as well?


It makes me Think of Our Cellular-phones,

With the Technology out there,

You can Charge an External Battery and then when You need it,

Charge your phone so that it get a Boost when you need the Phone’s battery to Last even longer…


Thus it Stands to Reason,

As with Batteries and US, We need to Replenish almost Everything in Our Lives –

That Continuous Recurring Event…

AND so, the very same Question;

Wherever You, Me, They go to – Getting that Much-needed Boost in whichever Way we need it,

That Person, Place, Situation…

Where do THEY get their Positivity Replenished?


This Might not be as Big an Issue as I suspect it could be,

BUT, there’s the Rub as well;

Like in our Natural Resources –

We as a Species Continually USE and Take almost everything for Granted,

BUT, do we Really think of more than just Ourselves?


Positivity can probably be found; in Today’s Day in Age; within various areas and means.

As I mentioned, there are Those Positive influences around us;

And it’s just here where We mostly DON’T see the Issue and Problem,

OVER Using that Resource could also Corrupt it…


We can Use a variety of Actions in Boosting ourselves;



Spending time with Family / Friends

Going to Church

Relaxing with a Good Book or Movie

Having a Good rest / sleep


It doesn’t really Matter what we Do or Need to do,

As long as You’re Weighing down that Positive Aspect of your life,

You, Me, We could Miss-use that Lucky Instrument.


In MOST of the Movies and Series, I’ve seen and had Obviously come to Realize – Other’s cannot Make us Happy,

They can ONLY assist in Your Happiness.


If we cannot See, Know or Understand what makes Us Happy – Positive toward our Own lives,

How can Another; pull you Up from that Place, Spot, Position where we’re Stuck in Despair and HOPE they’d know how to Help US out of it,

If you cannot even See the Positivity of Our Own Lives ourselves?


Thus, there’s another Thought;



We may have that Lucky Penny (Six Pins None The Richer) which can Help us in getting over that Normal Human emotion of Despair – Unhappiness;

BUT Always look beyond Yourself as well,

However you do Reach that Positive Plato,

Remember how you got there and Understand,

There’s only So much We can Absorb or Take or Borrow from Another place,


Seeing that This place of Goodness, Happiness, Positivity, Lucky, Optimism also needs to Replenish themselves, itself and however you’re at.


Not to say it’ll be Okay to use it once in a while,

But it’s also a Common aspect of Humanity –

We Regularly forget that Other’s need this Positivity themselves,

Even if they do Help you, me, us;


No one is a Rock all of the time.

Consider Others’ as well…

The Denominator of COMMON-Sense!


All of us have THAT Friend or even a Family Member,

They Most of the time Believe that they’re doing the Right thing


Their Ideas and Thoughts on a Specific subject is Correct…


For THEM at the time, that may be Right;

But here’s the RUB,

Just When or How many OTHERS in whichever Diversity in Their Lives must see that they’re NOT as Correct as they Believe themselves to be,

Before the Reality should hit Home – opening their Eye to this fact?



We don’t want to Beat Down on the Ones we Care for,

BUT – You don’t want them falling down the Rabbit Hole either,

Shattering at the Bottom!


Where is, and Where do you Actually find that THIN Line

Between Helping and Becoming a Broken Gramophone Turner,

Trying Your best at Helping THEM – Especially when they believe they don’t need it!


ALTHOUGH you believe that They might have the Issue or Problem,

But this Table could and or would be Turned on you,

Seeing that You’re trying to Help them see that there’s Something A-Miss with the Current Situation – Which could Easily be Pointed out to You;

Which would be that You’ve got an Issue with their Choices.

AS I said; when would the Table the turned on You?


Then the OTHER Million Dollar Question,

Just how long should we Pursue this Issue or Problem they may have,

Doing our Best at not ONLY to support them,

But in doing so – Trying our Level Best at Helping them when we AND

others see they’re Wasting their Time, Energy and possibly Money on something

Lost to their Insight…


We can very easily See and Name so many Hap-hazardous Issue and Problems

Which could Affect anyone around us,

It’s not Naming them, even Seeing them –

The Question is this;

When does Our insistence at Helping them Become the Very same as the Issue we’re seeing in Their Lives?

When does Too much Interference in Their Lives become an Issue and a Problem as well?


You, Me, We all have had Issues and Problems to deal with;

If you do NOT work through these in Your Life –

Just how would you Gain Insights, Wisdom, and Understanding.


When someone SEE these and they are Unwilling to Learn from what they should KNOW isn’t a Positive in their Lives,

Just how LONG should you Try and help them Seeing the Light of day?


Then the last Thought on this,

When do you See that Your Continuance of Chipping away at the Block,

Which could be their Insistent Pig-Headedness –

When does this “Possible” lost cause,

Become Your OWN Issue that you cannot allow them to Learn


Crash and Burn to Learn,

Becomes Your Own Issue you cannot let be?


When does Retreating, become a Viable aspect of Survival for Your own Sanity, An Option which You should Consider,

Seeing that Either you’re wasting your Time and Energy and Life

On this Person you want, need or should Help –

BUT in the End, they could Easily Drag you down as well?


Most of us can ONLY try our very best,

But at the End of the day,

We should allow them To Fall to Grow,

Seeing the Light of FIGHT to reach the End of that Possible Dark Tunnel –


Just remember, the Tunnel THEY may be Seeing isn’t that Dark as You suspect or See or Feel it is,

Pulling them from there,

That could Spiral them into something even Worse than where they’d been…


THUS, the Question,

When is Too Much… TOO MUCH?



TOMMY lay motionless in the Hospital bed. There were a few people around him, but none of them said a word to each other. They did what they could in keeping themselves warm while the ice-cold snow storm once more picked up force outside.

Everyone was looking at the other, each remembering what their own part, which lead up to Tommy ending up in Hospital.

It was only Tommy, who was lying there, in a coma, doing what he could in retracing the events which almost led to his demise.

If he was to stand tall, waking up out of the coma and knowing what happened, it would be very important for him to work through what happened before…


WALKING into the loft, from the University Library, Tommy remembered only then to switch on his phone. He wasn’t a straight A’s student, but knew that he couldn’t waste his parent’s money and not finish his studies either.

Annie and he hooked up a while back. She wasn’t an immediate distraction to his studies, but then she was doing everything she could in making sure that he never could forget her for too long either.

“Okay… at last, a message from Annie.” Tommy thought, never being too worried about keeping connected with everyone all the time.

“Have you heard from Annie yet?” Billy asked, the moment when Tommy heard the sound on his mobile’s message alert.

Tommy looked at him, not too sure why he of all people was more worried about Annie than Tommy, her boyfriend, was.

“Didn’t you guys have another fight before she left for the Holiday Resort?” Billy asked, “I’m just looking out of you brow…” he reacted fast, not sure what was going on in Tommy’s head.

“You’re the one that told me that I don’t know her that well. Still, you know her better than I do and you’re not willing to lay some of that knowledge on me either. Brow… that doesn’t sound like you’re really looking out for me or her.” Tommy told him, not too happy with this situation.

Both had their own issues with this. Billy didn’t want to ruin the chances Tommy could have in getting to know Annie. Still, he wasn’t willing to tell Tommy any of what he knew.

Having mentioned far too much, but couldn’t take back what had been said already.

“I know you don’t care for my thoughts on this, but then I still believe you should get to know her in your own time.” Billy said, looking like a cat on a hot tin roof – “Are they okay? I heard from the weather channel, there’s an icy-cold storm heading our way. It might not pass them, so if you wanted to get up there; find out what she said and pack, you better get cracking, getting there before the storm hit.” Billy said, feeling far too uncomfortable with the situation.

“With Tara and the rest there… I would only be a nuisance to her. There are other girls there as well. Can you imagine, with me there and their boyfriends not allowed, they

would have a fit.” Tommy told him, only then looking at his phone.

For a moment there was silence while Billy wondered what Tommy saw.

“Is something wrong?” Billy asked cautiously.

Tommy didn’t react, just looked at the phone and then dialed into his voice mail. He didn’t look at Billy, just walked to the window – seeing the steady change in the weather.

Billy could do little, walking over to the Television and flipped to the weather channel.

“Hi Tommy, this is Tara. Yes, I know that you would have hoped that Annie would have called you by now, but this is not the case. If you’re not alone, then just listen.” Tommy heard the message so far; “If you come up here, I don’t want Annie to know that I’ve left you this. If you’re not coming up here – then we’ll have to talk about this when I see you again. Do not mention this to anyone or you’d not know the truth of the matter. Let’s talk and then you can choose what you’d do yourself.” she told him, cutting the message off, not having more to say than that.

Billy still stood there, unable to read Tommy’s face or his actions.

“Are you going up there or what?” he asked really curious.

“Apparently… I am going up there,” he said, plastering a fake smile on his face when he looked at Billy; “Women… you cannot live with them and you cannot live without them. What the hell is wrong with us in most instances?” Tommy asked him, hiding the message very easily from Billy.

“Did you get enough studying for the exams in next week? You do know, if you fail any one of the tests, your parents would not pay for rent and we’d be on the street?” Billy asked, knowing Tommy knew this very well.

“They’d at least allow me to re-write if that is possible and then, they do know it’s my freshman year; it’s not High School anymore. Thus, things are a little harder at the get-go…” Tommy told him, “I’ll pack and then get going. I want to reach there long before the weather turns really fowl.” he told Billy.

“Yeah, you’d better hurry. Unfortunately, I cannot go with you. It would have been a blast… some of the girls might just like to fool around… But that would only get me into more trouble.” Billy joked, while Tommy started packing in his room.

Tommy didn’t react to this and just got his things together. Still, he realized that Billy wasn’t himself in the least.


TOMMY made sure to fill the old faithful Jeep’s tank to the brink. Not too sure what he would have to pay for, at the Resort and what not. Thus, being stuck there without transport to get back would be bad, especially if Annie wasn’t able to score him some freebies while he was there.

“Man oh, man… you look like you’re ready to go camp in a blizzard.” one of the men said, seeing the fully stocked Jeep.

“Yeah, well, going up to the resort and there could be a chance I’d have to camp out at some point. You never know, need to be prepared.” Tommy told the older black man, who looked through the window and walked off.

Paying for the fuel, Tommy got in, taking along some snacks – he drove off, not having to race the weather; but keeping an eye on it, though.


ANNIE walked hastily all over, looking for her best friend, Tara. The resort wasn’t crowded at all, but there was still work to be done. There were a few guests who enjoyed the snow and would stay around for as long as they could.

“Have any of you seen Tara?” she asked some of the other girls there.

“Isn’t it her day to work at the sauna?” she asked, not sure herself.

Before either one of them could say a word to her, she bolted away from there, heading to the sauna. While she was on her way there, the phone rang. She stopped and looked at the caller identity.

Not sure she wanted to answer, it wasn’t Tommy.

“What do you want now?” she asked irritated.

“Hi to you as well… what’s eating you?” he asked.

“What is eating me? What is eating me?” she asked very loudly, walking past some of the guests.

Keeping the phone in hand and did what she could in apologizing, not wanting to get fired for being rude.

Just when she walked out of their sight and earshot, “You’re the one who is supposed to make sure that we’ve got enough time! I have to get a text from Tommy that he’d be seeing me in due time… What happened to our plan?” she asked, going a little crazy on her way, down the hallway.

“That is exactly the reason why I’m calling you. He got a message, I have no idea from whom, but then choose to come up there.” Billy told her, “I had suspected that it was from you, but the way you’re going on, I can just assume that you didn’t call or leave him a voice mail?” he asked her.

Hearing this, Annie just stopped. She looked up and down the hallway, seeing there was no one there. She argued at what Billy had told her. Not that she could make too much noise and once more looked up and down. There was no one coming, only Billy on the other side wondering what had happened.

“I’m still here. You had better pray that he doesn’t know and that he’s not coming here to ask me about… You’d better just hope he doesn’t know!” Annie told him.

“Who do you think would have told him? Who would even know?”

She stood there, not sure, seeing the sign for the sauna – “I can think of a few, but I’m going to the one I suspect would be right at the top of the list. I’ll call you when I call you.” she told him, dropping the call and steamed off, even more frustrated!


TOMMY was well on his way. Still, while he drove he kept a close eye on the approaching weather.

“Just what is going on that I’ve got no idea about?” Tommy wondered, not getting any kind of good feeling about it.

By now the road had four very distinct tracks up and down. Tommy played some old music which his grandfather taught him to enjoy. The Jeep had an old radio and tape deck. Thus, even his parents’ tapes were used – in a manner of speaking, keeping all of them close to his heart.

“I really hope that Tara isn’t just getting something started which could have stayed.” Tommy said loudly, concentrating on the road ahead of him.

Tommy had more than ample time and was halfway to the resort already. Without much traffic and nothing standing in his way, he would be there by lunch at the latest.

Just then, he saw that there was light snow starting to fall. The weather had changed over the last month, but this was a storm of note, which was heading their way.


EVEN at the sauna, Annie didn’t find Tara. She was running in circles and everyone she found was in the dark about where exactly Tara was. When Annie walked into their room she heard the water of the shower running.

“You must be kidding me, showering this time in the day?” Annie said, boiling in her skin.

She had built up a sweat over past hour and Tara was getting herself refreshed.

Just then, while Annie tried to find Tara’s phone, she stepped out of the shower, walking into their room. She stopped, not suspecting anyone to be there and got a pretty good fright at that. Tara looked at Annie, seeing that she was standing far too close to her things.

“Okay… what are you doing?” Tara asked, not covering any part of herself.

“Do you mind getting dressed; I’m really not interested in girls in the least.”

“Why would you then be bothered? Not only that, what are you going through my stuff?” Tara asked, looking Annie in the eyes – making sure she didn’t get to anything else.

Acting really kio, Annie moved out from between the two beds, putting up her hands up, boiling even more so.

“Now then, what’s going on that you’d want to go through my things?” Tara asked intently.

Annie didn’t look at her, trying to find the best way out, covering herself in this; but getting to the truth as well. Only then did she turn around, trying very hard to come up with something really good. Tara dressed slowly, knowing that she bugged the life out of Annie when she was naked.

“You really do like to irritate me like this, don’t you?” Annie asked, not playing it cool after all.

“At least you’ve got the balls, as little as they are – but then you’re not going to play it cool or nice, you want to ask me something?”

“Well then, if you suspect something is coming…” Annie started, “I might as well suspect that it was you then.” she said, not seeing any reaction in Tara’s face, eyes or actions.

“What are you accusing me of, just so I’d know?”

Tara was a cool customer, finishing while she waited to see what Annie would do.

“There’s a massive blizzard coming our way and now Tommy is on his way here. If he has a good journey, then he could arrive here in short time.” Annie started at her again, “But then you know he’s on his way here don’t you?” she asked, boiling and willing to physically assault Tara by now.

“I know for a fact that I’m no psychic, but then as you said – suddenly I know that Tommy is coming here? Just how would that be?” she asked – “I could suspect… Would he come visit his girlfriend? But then I would have guessed that he’d come here sooner. So now, you don’t want to see him? Would there be a reason you’d not want to see him?” Tara asked her, enjoying turning the table.

“I know it’s you that called him, I’ll prove it as soon as I get your phone and then we’ll see…” Annie said, then seeing that Tara walked closer to her.

She took her mobile and handed it to Annie. Standing there, looking at her, not making any other move.

“Firstly, I didn’t call Tommy. He’s coming and would probably be here in time.” Tara said, smiling happily – “Secondly, I’d like to know what you’d even try, but worse for you. When he’s here, you’ll have to act as happy as you possibly could be; seeing that you don’t even want him here.” Tara told her, “I’m really happy that I’m not you… So then, have a look and you tell me how I could make a call from that phone when it’s… broken?” she asked Annie, seeing that Annie turned pale.

Tara grabbed the phone from her and threw it on the bed, finishing up to leave. She made sure that all her things were nicely packed away. Just if Annie had the idea of doing anything else, she would know if the slob had been there.


SINCE last that Billy had spoken to Annie, he’d called three more times. Neither time did Annie answer him. The only thing he could do was keeping an eye on the weather.

It was well past twelve and almost one o’clock when Billy did get a text from Annie – Tommy just arrived.

Pulling the Jeep to the back, where he’d only once before parked. It was the last time he was there, coming to visit Annie, that time as well.

The moment Tommy got out of the Jeep, one of the girls, the youngest among them walked up to him.

“What… are you crazy?” she asked him almost hysterically.

“Did Annie send you to me, she’s a little busy getting her facts straight?” he asked, not in the mood for their foolish games.

She just looked at him, not sure if she wanted any part of the brewing trouble.

“Of all the places you could have been, you choose to come here?” she asked, turning around and walked into the building.

Tommy didn’t stay outside, there was an icy-cold wind which almost lead him the last part of the way. Pulling his jacket tighter, while the cold was doing all it could at injecting itself on the young man.

The moment Tommy walked into the door, there was a night to day difference between outside and inside.

He didn’t stand on snow anymore. There was a thick carpet, the width of the hallway and enough light to shine all the way. The most obvious thing he realized was that it was much warmer inside than out. There was no wind, pulling at his clothes, he could actually hear himself think. The cold was kept at bay by the doors.

The few people he saw inside the resort; they didn’t even take any notice of him. There were only a few guests and those he saw, knew what he was wearing and where he stood – he wasn’t one of the guests.

“Talking about crashing a party.” Tommy thought, “I just wonder where Annie would be.” he asked, walking deeper into the building.

The young girl who spoke briefly to him, she wasn’t insight and just as he arrived at the front desk; there were a few more girls walking past him. He saw none of them cared for him, to say the least; they only concentrated on the guests.

“Just what do you have to say for yourself, Mister?” Annie asked Tommy, standing well away from him.

The moment he turned, she reluctantly walked up to him and kissed him. She had to rapidly change over into girlfriend mode. She had to act very convincingly, not dropping the ball and allowing Tommy to suspect her at all.

“I wanted to see you, what… Should I not have come?” he asked her, suspecting everything from the moment she heard his voice.

“No, I didn’t say that. But then, you do know that I’m working here. It’s not like I can leave my job, entertaining you.” she told him, holding onto him for as long as she could – not wanting to look into his eyes.

“I’ll maintain a low profile. To say the least, everyone here must get ready for this storm. Thus, I cannot believe that the Manager would let you guys not prepare…” he told her, pulling away and looking at her – “If there’s nothing to do… you and I can spend some time together. Even if it’s only sitting, looking at a fire, in any one of the many fireplaces.” Tommy told her, looking intently at her.

He would be reading her actions and her face implicitly for as long as he was there.


TARA came walking up to them. She knew very well how mischievous Annie was with everyone she wanted to use. It turned her stomach to see just how she played everyone around her.

“Hi there,” she said, not giving any thought to Tommy at all.

“Hi, aren’t you supposed to be at your job or something?” Annie shot at her, not trusting Tara in the least.

“I would have been, the only problem is this;” she said, looking at them – first Tommy and then Annie; “There’s something you did or didn’t do. But then, the Manager is looking for you.” Tara told her, turning to walk away.

For the shortest moment, Annie stood there. If the Manager saw Tommy, she would lose her job. There was nothing else for her to do…

“Tara…” Annie called her, seeing that she stopped and looked at them, “I cannot take Tommy with, I know that you’re busy, but can you take him back to our room?” she asked, “Just show him where we’re at and then you can go to work.” she asked, looking as uncertain of this, as Tommy was of her.

She looked at Annie, not acting as if she was in the mood for it.

“I take him there. I do not entertain him and I’m not waiting for you to come back either.” she told Annie, waiting for them to get going.

Tommy looked at her and then back at Annie.

“Would Tara’s fiancé know about me being here already?” he asked, not really worried.

It was now that he’d speak with Tara, finding out what it was that she wanted to tell him.

“I’ll be there as soon as I can, just maybe if you behave… we could share the room.” she told him, looking at Tara, not trusting her in any which way – “Just drop him off and that’s it… you hear.” she made sure the message was clear.


THE moment the two turned, walking away from Annie; they heard the wind was really picking up. The cold was affecting even the building and it sounded more like they were on a huge wooden ship, the building was cracking and pressing against the wind.

“Your message sounded very vague and strange.” Tommy started, feeling the tension between them.

“Yes, I had no idea things would turn out as crazy as they did. But yes, when we do have that time, we do…” she wanted to when Fred walked out of the connecting hallway.

Immediately Tara stopped and looked at him.

“Hi there… who is this? Where you’re off to?” he asked, not looking happy at all to see Tommy with her – “You said that we’d finish our conversation, when will that be and what are you doing with him?” he asked very jealous.

Tara looked at Tommy and then back at Fred. She didn’t even smile at him and didn’t care what he was doing.

“Tommy… Annie’s boyfriend – this is my ex-fiancé. He’s been demoted to the position of less than nothing,” she told Tommy, looking at Fred and making sure he understood what was going on – “We’re leaving and when we speak, you’d better be up to the task!” Tara told him, boiling.

Tommy looked at him and then saw her walking. He didn’t say a thing to Fred and just walked faster in getting to her.

“And no… you’d not want to know what is going on back there.” she told Tommy, even before he got a chance at asking any question.

Turning into the next hallway, the cold had seeped into the building slowly. Everyone was dressed warmer than Tommy was and even so – it was still cold inside the building.

“I really hope you brought some warm clothes. I doubt that you’d get out of here when you suspected to get out.” Tara told him, opening the door to their room – “There’s her bed, you might as well make yourself comfortable and we’ll see just what takes place within the next few hours.” she told him, “We’ll see just when we’ll talk. What you make of it, which would be your own issue.” walking from the room before he uttered a word.

Tommy placed his bag on the floor and lay on the bed. For the time he was still okay, then the cold even reached in there and he could feel the temperature dropping.

“Why do I get the feeling that this wasn’t such a good idea after all?” Tommy asked, getting up and getting something warmer.

Before he found what he was looking for, there was a knock at the door.

“What would the odds be?” he thought, smiling and walked to the door.

Before he opened it, he tried looking more business-like, suspecting anything.

It was Fred who stood there. This Tommy suspected and looked at him, just the same as he looked at Tommy.

“I have no idea what you’re doing here, but I do hope that you’re not thinking of making a move on Tara.” Fred said, happy that he got the first blow in.

“Seriously, you do know who I’m here to see. Just what are you thinking about, I’m with Annie.” Tommy told him, seeing that Fred was looking for more of a confrontation.

“I know guys, I’m one of them!” he started again, “I know that if you can have something more, especially on the side – most guys wouldn’t think twice getting themselves some… Just so you’d know, if that was to happen… You and I would go a few rounds and I know that you’d not walk away from that!” Fred said, feeling a man with the threat that he left.

“Would that be all?” Tommy asked, already bored out of his mind of the idiot before him.

“You’d better check yourself or I’ll do that for you.” Fred said, not worried what Tommy said.

Tommy just looked at him, waiting to see if Fred had more to say. Just standing in the doorway and waiting to see when at the soonest he could close the door.

“Luckily they’re sharing a room; otherwise it would have been really weird that he was able to come here, knowing where I’d be.” Tommy thought, seeing that Fred wanted to say more, but there was nothing he could play off from Tommy’s side.

“You better watch yourself or it would be you and me…” Fred said, willing for there to be more.

Tommy wasn’t in the least bit in flexing anything, especially for Fred of all people.


JUST then Annie walked around the corner, seeing once again, Fred was behaving like only he could.

“Great, what does that fool want now?” she asked, walking even faster in getting to them.

Out of the corner of his eye, Fred saw someone coming and when he saw her, he almost jumped.

“Great, who is coming now, someone he’s clearly afraid of.” Tommy smiled, seeing that Fred didn’t like the way he enjoyed the situation.

“Be really careful, I’m not done with you yet.” Fred said, facing Annie full-on.

Tommy popped his head out, seeing that it was Annie heading their way. It wasn’t all that good, but he clearly saw their reactions toward each other. It was like a living soap opera that played out right before his eyes.

Annie saw him looking at her and then he looked at Fred as well.

“You boys are playing nicely?” she asked, doing what she could in getting Fred to play along.

“Yes, just came to see if your boy here has settled in.” Fred said, playing along very nicely – “I know we’ve got some terrible weather coming our way.”

Annie looked at Tommy, not sure why he didn’t speak at all and then moved past Fred – not allowing him to touch her at all.

“You packed something warm, did you not?”

When Annie walked past Tommy into the room, he smiled at Fred and slowly closed the door.

“So happy that I’m rid of that idiot…” Tommy thought, seeing that Annie was really drawing his attention now.

As far as she walked into the room, she got herself undressed and when she stopped at the bathroom door, she was butt-naked. Knowing very well that if she got his attention off everything else; she might just save the situation.

“What are you smiling about?” she asked him, “What? Don’t you like what you see? Do I not do it for you anymore?” Annie asked, not sure what was going – stressing more about it than she should.

“I just remembered the first time your parents found out that you’re not a little girl anymore… When they found us in the Jeep, without a shred of clothes on… When you found out how intensely fun, fooling around could be…” he told her, smiling – “This could be our last time together, why would I not enjoy the fruits one last time.” Tommy smiled still, walking over to her and allowing her to help him get undressed, moving slowly into the bathroom.

The shower was running by the time that Tara walked into the room. They’d been in there for almost an hour and they had no idea in their minds, at washing themselves. For only a moment Tara stood there, listening at the two and then walked out of the room.

“Whatever I’d tell Tommy, there’s no way that he’d believe the truth about her. I might as well leave it alone, see what’s going to happen.” Tara thought, closing the door behind her.

Just then Fred walked up to her and saw that still, she was in no mood for him and his antics. Tara knew very well that he wasn’t looking in on her. Fred was afraid of what Annie was doing with Tommy alone in the room, not suspecting they were in the shower.

“What do you want?” boiling at the very sight of him.

“Sorry that you’re still angry with me,” he started.

“You’re only sorry that you got caught! To say the least; if that didn’t happen then you’d have been in the Heavens – having your bread buttered, jammed and eaten from both sides.” Tara told him, not allowing him any room.

“The manager told me to round-up everyone in the resort. The storm might pass in the next day or so, but until then; everyone is sleeping in the main dining room.” he told her, not sure if she would believe him – “There’s going to be a constant fire and he’d like to know how many heads we are.” Fred said, not even aiming to move closer to her.

Tara looked at him, smiling happily at this. Then she just walked off, not worried about a thing he might come up with any further.

“Where is the stiff and Annie?”

“You’ll have to call them out of the shower, that is if you’d have the balls at going into the room!” Tara shouted while she kept on walking.

There was a great deal to do before the main dining room could be used for their sleeping arrangements. Thus, Tara knew well enough that she had a great deal to do with the rest.

Just around the turn, Tara stopped and looked back. She saw Fred took a hold of the door, but he didn’t dare walk into the room. He was totally stunned, not sure what he was to do. He couldn’t stay there and he couldn’t go inside. He didn’t knock on the door, but then moved back to the other wall and leaned against it.

“Yeah… that could happen when your piece of ass, on the side, has her boyfriend to deal with…” Tara thought, seeing that Fred was beside himself – “If you do the wrong thing, Tommy would know what is going on and your little secret would be out.” she thought and kept on smiling at the sight of this; “Long gone are the days that I’d care for you or worry what might happen to you…”

Happy with the situation, angry with Fred for using her and intent in setting things right – Tara left there. Walking faster now, knowing that they’d be looking for both of them. She didn’t care for this much, but they were undoubtedly stuck there for the time



THE moment Annie and Tommy walked out of the room, she saw that Fred apparently just arrived.

“Hi there,” he said, not sure how to act around Tommy.

“Fred, Tara’s not here.”

“I know, she’s busy with the rest in the main dining room.” he said, behaving jittery, “The manager wants everyone there. He’s counting all heads. So, if he didn’t know your buddy here was coming, then he’d know it now.” Fred told her, “There would be a constant fire and as soon as the storm passes, we’ll see just what we’d need to do, getting the resort back into business.” he told them, unable to make eye-contact with Tommy.

“That’s actually a good idea. Making sure no one wonder-off and no one freezes to death.” Tommy said, “But then, you might get some lip because of me.” he told her, pulling her closer, hugging her with one arm.

Tommy had felt the tension between the two. Seeing that Fred had already acted so strange. Then he felt that Annie wasn’t really as happy to see him. Before she would have hugged him almost constantly, but he could feel that she was uneasy around both of them.

“Do we need to take extra bedding or something?” Tommy asked, “Are they moving beds in there and do you guys have double-bed we can use?” he asked, “I can almost see what it is that Tara wants to tell me, the only question is this – how deep does their little secret reach?” Tommy wondered.

He took Annie’s hand and pulled her long, walking away from Fred and felt that she wasn’t too happy at this either.

She stopped dead and Tommy allowed her to pull her hand clear of his.

“What is the matter now?”

“Fred and Tara are having trouble. I don’t want her to know that I’m talking to him, seeing if I can help out. She is there and if you can see to keep her from coming here, then I can see just how well their issues might be smoothed over.” Annie told him, “If they are still upset with each other, the atmosphere in there wouldn’t be good for anyone.” Annie told him, doing all she could in staying.

Tommy smiled at her, slowly walking up to her.

“Sure, I did sense there was something strange with each of them. See what you can manage.” Tommy told her, kissing her as passionately as she would allow him to.

Knowing that Fred was looking, knowing that if he was right and Tara told him – it would be their last weekend together.

Once more he took the breath from Annie and left her just there, wanting more. Not that they could, but this was something that Tommy knew about her. If he got her going, there was no stopping her…


TARA was busy with the staff when Tommy alone walked into the main dining-room. She didn’t see him looking at her, but she could clearly feel an intense look on her.

She stopped and saw that he walked directly to her. She saw that he had more than suspicions and there was no more fooling around with the truth.

“How long?” he wanted to know.

She didn’t dare lie to him, knowing the way she found out, it was bad enough.

“I really don’t know… but they’ve been going on with this behind my back as well.” she told him, then seeing that the two came to a running stop inside the door.

Tommy didn’t even look around to know.

“This has just got worse…”

“I really don’t care about them. You could have told me more on the phone and I’d not have been stuck up here with the two lying assholes.” Tommy told her, furiously.

“I walked in on them,” Tara started – “She swore to me that she’d tell you and decides what exactly she wanted to do.” Tara told him, with tears just welling in her eyes, “I don’t care for Fred anymore. But then, as you say, for more than just the time being, I’m even more stuck than you are.” seeing neither walked closer.

Tommy turned around, looking at the two, seeing that they moved into the room, making sure to stay clear of them.

“Yeah… for her to choose what she’d like to do. That might take a year if she can draw it out that long…” Tommy said, watching the two – “She could have stuck around until my inheritance paid out, that might be part of the deal here. Having as many flings along the way and keeping me going. Then at the right moment, she’d been waiting for, she could do whatever she could do.” Tommy said, “Getting what she was really after…”

“You believe she’d go that far?”

“I’m here and you’re her roommate. She’s got no issue at having your fiancé or cheating on me either.” Tommy told her, turning around – “She would do absolutely whatever she needs to do, getting what she wants or believe what she can get. That I can promise you.” Tommy told her, turning and walking out of the main dining-room.

Tara turned and kept on helping. Doing everything she could, ignoring them. This while the two were so worried about Tommy, they just stayed clear of both.

“What do you think will happen during the night?” Fred asked, being a little coward.

“I know him well enough, if he was going to do something, he would face you head-on. He’s not going to sleep in here and there’s nothing anyone can do in changing his mind.” Annie told him, holding onto him more fiercely than he expected.

“So, for the time being, we keep out of their way. What happens when the storm is over?” he asked, still worried sick.

“Just don’t get in his way. He could just out of the blue, if you’re not here, knock your light out.” Annie told him, “But then again, here – we’ll be safe from both of them.”


BEFORE anyone knew what happened, Tommy walked into Annie’s room, taking all his things and walked out of the resort itself.

The snow was falling hard by now and with the wind blowing constantly, it was hard for him to get to the Jeep.

Tommy was as warm as he could. Getting into the Jeep and getting it started, was the easy part.

“This would be a tale to tell if I get myself home through this storm.” Tommy thought, pulling away and taking it easy.

The heater was running full blast and he could just about see enough, getting away from there.

“I just wonder how long it would be, before anyone would figure that I’m not there anymore.” Tommy thought, using the GPS navigation and what he could remember from the road up; “Not that she’d care; but then why in the world didn’t Tara help get this issue sorted out when she found out? I could have done so much by now…” Tommy thought, listing to the music while he took it very carefully on the road.

Concentrating hard on the road, Tommy started to smile. At least he survived Annie, not sure what kind of antics she could have gotten up to in time.

“Billy was so worried… Who is there that she might not have had a thing with? Which of my pals did she not take on a wild ride?” Tommy wondered, gripping the steering, his knuckles started to turn white – “There would be far too many of them who would stand in-line enjoying something on the side… Not that one of them would tell me, why would they? She’d enjoy herself too much with everyone willing to jump on her!” Tommy said loudly, the further he went the louder he got; “At least, she’d clearly get the picture when they cannot find me there.”


JUST before twelve the night, Fred walked in from the cold. He had to man-up and knew very well that Annie wouldn’t let him touch her, if he didn’t make sure of it.

“Tommy did leave. I have no idea, but if he’d left when we got to the dining-room; he could be off the pass by now.” he said, not knowing how they’d react.

“I’m sending a text to Billy, as soon as he sees Tommy, killing him on my behalf!” Annie said, only one tear rolling over her cheek.

“What? You’re still with him?” Fred asked.

“I don’t want anything to happen to either one of you. That is it,” she told Fred, seeing that Tara walked up to them.

“He left didn’t he?”

They didn’t have to answer her, she could clearly see the truth in their reactions.

“Have Billy heard from him?” Tara asked next.

“If the message gets out, then we’ll have to wait and see.” Annie said, not sure if Billy would react – she was after all not there with him as she promised.

“Wow… this is just another one of your fine messes! For as long as we’re here, neither one of you better give me any grieve!” Tara told them, “Thus, just so you’d know, we’re through!” Tara told Fred, aiming to hit him when he got out of the way.

Walking away from them, she headed to the manager’s office, getting his satellite phone. The manager walked up to them, seeing that Annie and Fred had no idea what to tell him.

“What do I hear about someone coming here to see you and now… Now he’s gone out in the horrible storm?” the manager asked, looking very displeasing at them.

“There’s been a little hick-up…” Annie said, worried for Tommy’s and their sake, while she frantically tried her best in contacting Billy.

“Why did you let him leave?” the manager asked, while Fred became her shadow; “What? Did you guys have a fight and now I’ll be the idiot who allowed someone out in this weather! Not only that, if he dies… What would I tell the owner?” the manager asked, seeing that Annie had no idea what to tell him – “Are you just going to stand there? You two are sleeping together, aren’t you?” he asked Fred, seeing that the young man didn’t react at all.


“I DON’T know just how far down or up he might be… That is the reason why I’m here, his girlfriend told me that he’d left there well before twelve at night. By now, he should have been down from the resort. Only, I’ve not heard a word from my friend.” Billy said, looking at the man from the rescue unit.

“I know you’ve told me all of this three times already. We cannot go up on that road, no matter what the situation, we cannot see what is going on.” the older man told him, seeing that Billy was really stressed – “With this kind of storm and with what you’ve told me. When we go up there… we’ll be looking for his body.” he said, seeing the news left Billy sitting on the closest chair to him; “If he got stuck, in this kind of storm, we’d only go retrieve a body… very little chance for something more than that. I’m really sorry to tell you that.” he told Billy.

He poured Billy a strong cup of coffee and handed it to the pale looking young man.

“As soon as the storm lets up enough, we’ll go see what we can find.” he told Billy and walked into his office.

Looking at the computer and the weather report for the next few hours.


WELL PAST midday, the wind calm just enough. The men of the rescue unit got ready and lastly woke Billy, for him to come with them.

“The weather has calmed down enough?” Billy asked, when they pulled out of the base station.

“As I told you, we truly pray that we find him alive. But with the temperature dropping as it did, I cannot even say that we’d find him or the old Jeep you say he’s driving.” the man told him.

They got going and only after the second turn on the winding road, did they have to stop.

“What is going on now?” Billy asked, looking from the back seat.

Everyone got out of the rescue vehicle. Only now did Billy see that there was a tree which fell on the road.

“I’ll be damned!” the leader said, walking up to the tree.

“What do you see?” Billy almost shouted too highly pitched, worried out of his mind.

“There’s the Jeep. You friend must have gotten here and couldn’t see that the tree was blocking the way. If not, then he might have stopped at our station or even driven to your apartment.” the tallest of the men told him.

Walking up to the Jeep, they saw that it was covered entirely with snow. No one could see inside and only after scraping some of the snow off, were they able to see better.

Then the door was opened, which moved easier than they could imagine.

“I cannot believe this, he’s still alive!” the leader shouted, seeing that Billy got to the open door really fast!

“We need a medical evacuation here immediately!” the leader shouted at the rest, moving a few things to get to Tommy.


IN hospital Tommy slept for two days straight. Every now and then, someone came to see how he was. Still, between all of them, Tara was the only one who stayed with him

longer than the rest.

He woke and saw that she was sleeping awkwardly in the big chair in his room.

“She’s been here more than anyone else.” the nurse told him.

“I take it,” Tommy started, “I didn’t… completely… get off the road… into town… on my own?” he asked her.

“You can be really lucky. There are a few people who have been really worried about you. She… most of all… Why would you let your lovely girlfriend worry over you so much?” she asked him, walking out of the room.

The moment the nurse walked out of the room, Annie walked in there. Seeing that Tara still slept on the chair.

“I’m really happy that you’re okay… You scared the life out of everyone.” Annie told him, not moving too close to him.

Tara didn’t move, she did hear what was going on in the room.

“I wouldn’t have expected to see you so soon.” Tommy told her, lifting his hand show her to stop – “Before you left for the resort, you were sick…” Tommy said, looking at her – “So, the question is this, who is the father of your child then?” he wanted to know.

She stood there, shocked out of her mind, that he’d puzzled everything out, so soon.

“It’s neither Billy nor Fred is it?” he asked her, “Not to mention, it’s been a while… seeing you’ve already conceived… there at the resort? So, now what?” he asked her, seeing that Annie had not a word to say.

Tommy looked at Tara, realizing she was faking it.

Then he looked at Annie, “I really do hope, for the best for you. But for now, I’d really love it not to see you for as long as it takes for me to feel much better.” Tommy told her, seeing the shock in her eyes.

“I know this means nothing to you, but I’m really… really sorry that things didn’t work out between us.” walking out of the room, closing the door quietly behind her.

Tara got up and walked over to Tommy, “You seriously want to tell me that she’s pregnant? Neither one of them suspects that they’re not the father?”

“Hi there, don’t you have someplace better to be than keeping me company?”

“Yes I do, but then if I have to be there, without anyone I like, being there with me… it wouldn’t be good at all.” she told him, kissing his forehead.

“Aren’t you engaged to be married?”

“My ex… thinks he’s the love of her life and I’m not wasting my time on someone like that. So then, it appears that you and I have some time on our hands… Time to get to know you, what do you say?”

“That would be good, but just let Billy know when you leave here; he’d better get his things out of my place… If you can do that for me?” he asked.

Tommy reached out and took her hand in his, smiling for the first time in a long time.